Love, Why do I Feel It When I Hate it So?

I have a problem. I'm in love with some one. But she just sees me as a friend. And if I tell her she is bound to turn me down. What should I do? And what makes it worse is she is my closest friend. And I'm bi while she's straight. I love her so much. When ever we're apart my head is filled with thoughts of her. I can never stop thinking about her. I can't tell my family(very closed minded), I can't tell my friends. And me and her are always talking about this anime called The tyrant who fall in love. And I actually feel like Morinaga. she is my Senpai and I feel like Morinaga because I'm in love with my senpai and she will most likely not love me back. I just plan on following my feelings. I really just tell some one about her before I do. Skinandesu senpai.Follow this link to read the Tyrant Who Fall In Love.

Hear My Voice

Hear My Voice is the title of a song I came up with. And this link will take you to me singing it. That is all.

My Thoughts

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singingfox2@gmail.com
that is all

My Voice

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E-Mail - singingfox2@gmail.com

Silver Stars and Black Scars

On Friday September 2nd I wrote down on a piece of paper what is written below. For after the paper was finished it was imedietly hidden from family and friends. For I wanted not for them to know the fear I was feeling when I remembered these dreams. And realized my destiny, my future. People have always told me to reach for the stars. Little did I know that it was exactly what I had to do. I had to reach for the stars, go beyond the farthest light, and meet the universe once more...

   "Kowai yo

I just remembered that when I was little I used to have these dreams where there was nothing. There wasn't a single flaw in the black screen which covered my eyes. And when I reached my hand out it was like there was something so smooth and silky but it also felt like there was nothing there at all.

   I now believe I saw the universe in those dreams, and it proves that the entire existence of everything has revolved around contradictions.

   Those dreams

I feared them

But

I never wanted them to end."

Do not mock me for my life is every story, and like Soul Eater the place we call hell is inside the human mind. Kowai yo, tasukete.