Random Art 二

Here is some more random garbage, and 二 means 2.

• This world full of love, full of hate, it just aint great. Its a contradictory how much i love you, and you hate me.
• I love you so bad my heart starts pounding and I feel real sad. Because I'm just so glad to be near you and have a chance like this.
• Batteries dying, Honey you been lying. You said you loved me before, now I aint too sure.
• The stars are time, and time is beauty even though it is a curse.
• You said you hated me all those many years ago, and now you come back and say you always loved me before. I'm so confused I rejected you, but then I see the light in your eyes. I see where the truth resides. I take your hand and you take mine. We smile together, never again to cry. For this feeling is no lie.
• I have my own dreams, but I can never scream. My nerves are shaking, my heart is racing. I'm insecure in this world, my life's at a hard turn. My love is not near. I feel insecure, I feel like being loved. But I'm in a way, where the only way for me to feel love is to know I'm respected. And gaining respect in my home is just bellow maybe never and just above impossible.

That's all for now. If you liked it, good. If you didn't maybe you leave a hate comment.

Random Art

This is just some of the random garbage I come up with in my spare time. Hope you like it, and I don't mind if you hate it.

• Keep me close to your heart, so that you may influence a better part of me. You may be the one to bring out this stone cold heart, and melt the ice which has crystallized around it. And wrap your chains of healing around it. Steel away this broken heart to help me rebuild - no - create it.
• Everywhere I look I see your face. It was hard to resist, but you took my heart  and crushed it like a little birds egg. Because it was mine, because I had the world in my hands.But then you stole my heart. You made me drop my world, and you tour my life apart. You are so cruel. To change one's ways, only to send them down the wrong path. I loved you or so I thought. It's quite the contradiction, I was in love with you but full of hate for you. But I would Always try to get along, but I kept getting stomped on. When it comes to you I realy wish I knew, when I'd start giving up on you.
• Tears. The river of hate. The fountain of love. Coming out through my eyes. But spilling from my heart.
• Let the snow fall; the clouds need to breath;  I started falling; But you still folowed me; We are the rule breakers; But we are the world makers; Always have and always will be still; different from the rest of the world.
• What choice do I have; What voice do I have; What noise can I make; What road can I take; Everything around me is controlled; By everybody but me.
• My secret life; It streches across the world; You can run; You can hide; But you'll always find me; For my heart is everywhere you look; Hearts dying; Daggers flying; Everyone has a place to go; And I am yours.
• Choose...; Live a short life; Or!; Die a never ending death; Meaning!;  Live in the now even though it doesn't last; Or!; Live in the day of tomorrow by fearing mistakes and misfortune that never arise; Live in the moment, because there's always a new one. 

This is just random stuff I sometimes come up with. People come up with stuff like this too, they just don't write it down. I hope you enjoyed it, and if you didn't... What am I supposed to care? It's not like this garbage is going to impact my life.

Contradictory Theory

I hate life. why is that the only way to live. Right now I'm thinking that if it is all going to end why do we try so hard, why do we care about our clothes and hair. It's all going to mean nothing in the end. We put so much effort into our lives and we try so hard for it all to be taken away. Death can take only seconds, while it takes us years to perfect the life which is stolen from us. I want to be somebody who can surpass their parents and tell them they had nothing to do with me being the success in this family( I should probably tell you this now, my parents are the only people I hate that I will never forgive.) when it will mean very little in the end because what is the point if no one remembers your greatness. The whole point of life is to learn and to live. But, it's because of life that we have to die. A fear that plagues everyone, no one is safe from this disease. I hate how life itself is a contradiction. You want so much, but in the end you realize you had so little. Even when you gave it your all.

More Like People Whisperer

This is Cessar Millan Walking his pack.

Recently I watched this show called Dog Whisperer. In watching this show I realized that people and dogs can be so similar even though we are so different. I hate how life seems like it has to be one big contradiction. I saw myself in so many of the dogs on that show, and I found a little more peace of mind than I already had. You see everyone has peace of mind they just don't realize it is or they keep quiet about it. I don't get out all that often, and when school  time comes around I take advantage of it to lose some of the pent up energy that I have. That is also how I mess up when I try to make friends, for it is because of this energy that I come on to strong. Often dogs seem to misbehave because they don't get enough exercise, I also do some crazy things because I easily get shaken up and have no other source of release. You see, people sometimes treat dogs like a piece of garbage that they can just throw away. But what they don't realize is how much a dog is like a human, but it is still wrong to treat a dog like a human, because they are animals after all. So Dog Whisperer is a good show to watch, and we can always learn something from anything.